Isn't life strange. When you think white is white, but you find out it's actually black. When the thing you hold so dear to heart isn't what you thought. It's a tough thing to take and one I will never really understand. Life throws curve balls sometimes. Sometimes your eye is in and you can hit them out of the ground, other ones, you swing and miss and walk off wandering how or why. For whatever reason, one has passed me by. Life shall prevail! :o(